First of all thank god I'm a man
Now lets get to business
You feel like you cant hang with your friends because you cant go where they go. Correct?
If so thats good because me with a big beard even if my imaan was super low I would never be caught at a club because my reputation would be tarnished along with people looking at me weird for not looking like others at the scene.
I myself stopped hanging with a lot of my muslim friends because they waste my time during the day and I felt like I was always being used
But you could make a muslim women sports team in your area and play recreationally. Maybe some indoor place that you could rent out for a couple of hours. Theres a lot in my area but not sure about yours.
Or better yet give up soccer and find something more useful to do with your time. But make sure you still exercise.
I tried my best to give you advise walaal. But remember your hijab keeps away unwanted attention and gives you the ajar.
I just feel like I want to take it off but then I feel bad if I take it off. I miss the wind blowing through my hair and I feel like it limits me from doing things like going out with certain ppl and going certain places and I feel happy when I'm not wearing it coz I can act how I like then, I'm not representing anything. Life is so complicated 
And I cnt hang around with religious ppl either coz I feel like I'm not on their level.
Seems like u dnt use ur brain to think and read properly u use ur big feet instead. Like I said go suck some Ethiopian diick Adidas Ababa whatever the hell it's called is that way mate 
Wish I had strict Parents who encouraged me to wear hijab from a young age those of u that have be grateful to them.
