Well, lastnight I hung out with Osman. I ended up staying the night. It was fun! I love to be with him. He makes me happy and lastnight was fun. AGAIN, we were 'flirty, flirty' with each other. I have to say...I wanted to jump on him so bad! LOL! We BOTH wanted to just jump on each other.The only thing that bugged me was sleeping in the same bed as him as just friends. When him and I dated, we sleep naked with each other no matter if we are going to make love or not, but I had clothes on. I borrowed his clothes because there was NO WAY I was going to sleep with goono on....UNCOMFORTABLE!! So yeah, and another thing was that I wanted to hold him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad. I kept thinking about it and I just wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him that I love him. Ohhh, that reminds me, I didn't give him the damn note! Wtf is wrong with me?? Why can't I give it to him. I think INSTEAD of waiting towards the end of the day to give it to him, I should give it to him right away. I think I'm going to re-write it again because I see that there are things in there that I should cross out and put it nicely.
But yeah, I LOVED being with him lastnight. He makes me laugh and smile and he sure did alot of that lastnight. =] He's incredible. Even as just a friend, he makes me unbeliveably happy and I love it. He makes me feel good about myself and everything. I love him so much!!
