Visiting Relatives- a Wilful Toxic Nonsense?

[Basra-]

My sister visited and now she is gone, Alhamdhulilah. Ever feel that you are 'better' than your own family? That u are embarrased by your own family? I feel that my standard as a Humanbeing is extremely 'HIGH" and that unfortunately my family does not live up to that expectation. Therefore, my curious and nosey friends, in laws and neighbors get to know me -- by knowing my forth right talking family. She will chit chat away and share all embarrasing anecdote that annoys me to the gutter.


In the eyes of my friends and in laws-- i live up to -- a PERFECT image.(but really it is an inauthentic existance, this image loving persona, who smiles politely and as soon as u walk out of the room, i begin to disect you with my mockery and opinions to the ears in the viscinity.Now i am afraid i am the subject of the mockery by virtue of association of my family.uuf disgusting isn't it?)
I tend to be above imperfections, and i hold that stance until i die. My families tend to blabber-- i have forbiden them to share any childhood stories and speak about me to my friends and in laws-- but--we must allow them to be 'Human' and they forget sometimes. I HATE IT!!!!



Anyway-- CHEERS -- heres to reclaiming my life once more-- and consequently my untainted, very desirable good upstanding image.

[DANGIRL]

Its really sad when people feel they have to get some sort of approval from others in order for them to be a part the "inner crowd".Laakiin Basra,sooner or later,people will discover your dark secrets.fear of not being loved by others or abandonment is what you fear the most.

[SummerRain]

[quote="DANGIRL"]Its really sad when people feel they have to get some sort of approval from others in order for them to be a part the "inner crowd".Laakiin Basra,sooner or later,people will discover your dark secrets.fear of not being loved by others or abandonment is what you fear the most. [/quote]

U should really get to know her dang, and meet her over a cup of starbucks. She is truly delightful and entertaining.

[Basra-]

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLDangirl






'fear of not being loved by others or abandonment is what you fear '


Dangirl my dear-- obviously u r tocued by something. I am sorry if this hits close to home, but my dear, my case is something serious and very stressing to me.


I DO NOT want to be loved by others, who cares about their love?? I get that freely- by looking cute and well put together.



What i fear really is to be laughed at.Seriously, i tend to laugh at pathetic, inorganised people, and so my family with all their genuine generosity dont care about how people judge them or perceive them.Of course the low I.Q is to blame-- but thats not the point here. The point here is-- i dont want to be laughed at-- if i do my BEST to look perfect-- i can always be the one laughing at people.But my relatives by virtue of association to 'me'--unfortunately-- if they laugh at them, they laugh at me. Sad business walaahi. I am tearing now.



Ismahaan thanks --


I think Dang knows i am delight and entertaining; its public knowledge.

[DANGIRL]

You obviously have no idea what you're talking about, and you do come off as a shallow person sometimes.You do some times come off as the type who seeks approval from others.And you said it yourself you dont like to be laughed at,and always want be the perfect person.Yes, being perfect person is what everyone strives for. But not being perfect person all the time doesnt necessarily mean a bad thing.Anyways, I do believe that you are "cute'".

Ismaahaan,isnt she lovely??

[Basra-]

Dangirl

Take it back! I am not shallow. I am very sweet and adorable genuine humanbeing.

[DANGIRL]

Lady, you are sounding a bit too crazy now.

(Truly, you are unique person,but shallow at times. )

[SummerRain]

Nayaa hooy Basraye walle Dangirl gambar gabaan bay kula fadheysatey.

She really did some serious observation on you, ironically everything she said is TRUE about U. I think despite your ways of attempting to steal "other woman's" men, your extreme jealousy and not to forget your abnoxious ways of wanting perfection, there is still something good and human about you.

[Phd in naago kudis]

basra

why dont you hook me up with this retarded sisster of yours?

[Basra-]

'there is still something good and human about you. '


Ismahaan

Oh that is very sweeeeeeeeeeet of u! Thank u macaan.



Phd i would believe me if she was not married and if u were straight.

[Phd in naago kudis]

basra

only your seel will heal me of the cursed dissease

what you say basra will you heal me?

[Basra-]

phd what about your aids??

[SummerRain]

Basra,

I'm glad you realize how no where near "perfect" you are macaan.

[Phd in naago kudis]

basra

how about i will just rub against your backside

without entering you

[Basra-]

Ismahaan

Its ok if u think i am not perfect macaan, online is another WHOLE ball of rules. (Pardon the special b expression word)


I mean- in online i tend to maintain my own perfection without any interruptions.Thank God my relatives would not invade. U see-- ismahaan usually i am too 'clever' for people to figure me out, so they turn to my family to figure me out.



phb yuck aids is contagious by any physical touch.