There was this guy who was praying to God for 39yrs, and he never get his prayer, one day he just cried and become very sincere, and admitted that he has been a bad person, and his prayers would have been answered if he was good, so he blame himself and admitted that he made mistakes.
Then in his sleep the next night, he had a dream, and in his dream, God send him a message, saying that , he accepted his prayers the minute he become sincere, since he told the truth, and put the blame and mistake on himself instead of blaming God.
So may be that is what you need to do, instead of showing some attitude to God, and saying one thing and doing another, admit that you didn't give him his proper respect, that you need his help, you need to act weak, with humulity and sincerity.
