First of all to be honest with all of you, I had girl crisis lately and I was going thru a tough time emotionally, as many of you may know i got divocre not to long ago, bc of my bad addiction to nightlife and stuff, so i meet this old classmate chick which i didn't give much of a chance and judged her right away, and actully posted pics of her online, which i regretted and thankfully our brother le-justicer deleted them all, so while I was judging her negatively and admiring another online sister who pretty much judged me the same way as I judged the other, kinda open my mind on things, so i reached out to the sister i posted things about and willing to give her dawah cuz she wants to cover herself up now and become a better muslima, and this is where i made the mistake, cuz i knew she wanted to become better, but i kinda thought to myself, ''what she is fucked up no matter what(haram).. she is a beautiful sister who deserves a chance and i would've myself wanted a chance in life so why not her. so I'm glad that her picture is deleted and I wanna thank the other online sister who thought that I was some kind of terrorist, suicide-bomber qabilist or what not, but still was kind enough to chat with me and i kinda became mad cuz she was judgemental with me.
on the other hand this guy called Fah, he treated me really poor and keep this in mind we are from the same qabiil and treating me like shiit and what if the girl saw her own picture online, she could have cursed me for life.. SMH!
