Now I know why lonely, depressed or jobless people tend to start drinking, smoking shisha, clubbing etc. They are hiding from the harsh reality in their life and just want a little get away from it.
Sameway for me. I am so lively, happy, excited and energetic since I decided on this new degree thing. It got me from the harsh reality of being single and spending more weekend time in the mosque with with old men, married women and their kids in the mosque. It makes you odd and all you want is getting married and just fit in. When I started school, I have my own goal and vision. I have a new community to mingle with ... the Students community. Everyone talks and cares about the next class, the homework and the next semester. So I got my book and started reading this weekend a head of time before the class started. I will be going to the school library, the study halls and yes, the mosque but only during prayer times when I am in a rush and want to go back. No more sitting around with Kids and their Daddy's. I don't belong to them.
If God closes one door, he opens 20 for them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVns-hIP7js



