. Though one never find this lonesome living a 'burden', I am afraid, one reaches the conclusion that is so obvious to all: 'What is wrong with you?, ' Why cant girls/women/ayeeyos find you attractive at all?' 
'Why do u get the attentions of only the deformed, the disfigured, andleftovers. I mean the 'find her a man before she dies' ones that stay unmarried deep in their mid 40s?'Why, why, why, oh why. 'Have u been beaten up by a bunch of ugly kids when u were u youngster'?
All these thoughts swirl through the mind of his Lordship when he's contemplating alone in his bed. The men he reads their opinions (be they dissenting, the majority) have also apparently lead a life of confusions, in which some are said to had been rabid homosexuals and others impotents, whom some prostitutes mocked at their failure to have an erection
With all this gloominess, his Lordship is of the opinion the only way out of this despair is to become a monk and a celibate for life and forget about finding a 'partner' and get marrried, all the usual tripe set down by society.
That is all
.......I was just summarising the life of a man I know well.
