I have observed in my circle of Friends-- i am definitely the Ring leader.
Every event has to go through my approval, every new member of our circle has to be approved by yours truly. That i always knew-- but what i DID not know was--How come my friends tend to be possesive & jealous easily? Insecure? Ridiculous if you will? I mean-for example- when a new additional friend enters our ocean, i tend to play tricks. 
In a spontaneous fit of sparsm-- i tend to pick on a new friend--sort of adopt her & make her my new best friend. The old best friend or the many old friends who were given impression they 'were' the best friends-- sort -get Psychopathically jealous. I tend to extend myself--to a new friend-- dot on--invite her to private tea & biscuit event-- & when the others find out -- they go crazy. Not of me of course- ...but on the poor little clueless new friend. BING BING BING!! It just dawned on me. We are like a primitive herd of Lionesses.And i am the Queen who is easily bored & loves the seasons changing just like my fashion. Could it be that--- I am responsible for all this unnecessary commotions?That they all clamor for m attention because i played tricks with their weak little mediocre minds?? That I tend to do what i am doing to this 'new' friends before they become old news. Oh my goodness-- How mean of me! This is totally a Paris Hilton moment.Gosh i hope one of them doesn't shoot me --because they are not getting my attention anymore.God forbid, & Bissinka.
This is my deep fear- i suppose.What profound thoughts really this is. 
