No Saddam, I don't beef. I have strong self-agency, but also a strong moral compass based around my individually chosen value system. This is the secret to why there is very strong reaction to me which can be unrelenting If the person who has it is unable to feel moral superiority.It’s funny to me you guys always beef. You know me I always try to be the peacemaker if rationality calls for it. I tried my nigga but y’all niggas is something elseBoth of you niggas are hopeless man
Ku lahaa I blocked you, wallaho labo dharbaaxaa ku dhufan lahaa in real life. Adali iyo aniga all this time ismaan baran, wallahi hadaa si fiican isku baranaynaa. Xoog baan isku barayaa. Ask Grandpa how I forced meeting him in Xamar. Finally he was like "ok, ok, ok haye."
Imagi4 if someone resents you, for not being how they want you to be, and they are unable to feel moral superiority. It can turn into deep antipathy.
It is ironic but both Barbarossa and Adali share the same inspiration for their longtime hostility.
- Barbarossa is very, very close to Marehan even within his own individually made household. And out of all the Marehan on this forum, I am the closest to him in that scope. But he is not Marehan, he is Majerteen and he is intensely opposed to Marehan politically In fact, he has compartmentalized this so neatly he is even unaware of how hypocritical his expectation is for every Marehan person that he feels kinship with to "conform" to his order, i.e. be Marehan separated from politics or in other words be an "apolitical Marehan."
- Adali waa nin reer Diini ah and in this Federalizing system, especially in Mudug, constituency making is huge political objective and historically, I, specifically a reer Siyaad of reer Mudug, am an indisposable component of shoring up or being included in the perception of what informs reer Diini constituency powet. And it is Adali as rer Dalal who expects to inherit the mantal of what is informed by that constituency within Federal clan constituency making in Mudug. Yet the reason why he has this expectation is the same reason why I as a rer Siyaad of Mudug origins don't even have a personal political identity of being "rer Mudug" anymore; namely continuing migration primarily from rer Mudug sections of rer Diini especially my sub-clan.
- Everytime Barb responses to me, it is to accuse me of "tribalism" and everytime Adali responds to me it is to accuse me of being "anti-rer Dalal." Barb and Adali are unable to come to grips with the fact I cannot conform to their socio-politico expectation in light of the personal kinship they feel. And more than not-conform, I do not inspire in them moral superiority for having that expectation of me. Meaning, I am an annoying little douchebag to them who is a threat to their basic assumptions informing their right to have that expectation. So their first line of attack with tribalism/anti rer Dalal is always for their own internal validation seeking to regain the moral superiority they unexpectedly found a casualty for holding the wrong person to their neat, selfishly crafted world order.
- I am not a tribalist; I am just not your Marehan puppet.
- I am not anti-rer Dalal, I am not your rer Diini puppet