As i sit here
without any shisha
or cigarettes
i begin to wonder
oh yes i hid my lighter behind the big tree
i'll pick it up tomorrow morning
anyhow i begin to contemplate
on the day
it was rather...i dont know
would you call it embarrasing?
but i believe a one night stand
should really only just be a one night stand
out of sight out of mind
i cannot deal with the problems
i just want to have sex
then cut
however i mask a serious pain
im in love or rather obsessed about a certain guy
he is my 'the one'
my first and who knows...my last
in the mean time
i continue dealing with hot sexy mans
anyhow today was a different matter
as i saw his best friend
his best friend
the one i had revenge sex with
the only time i never enjoyed sex
cos it was defeating the purpose of what i was trying to do
making me think about 'the one' even more
even during it
how wierd it was seeing him today
everything i felt
came flooding back
and i was doing so well
anyway oh my god
lord give me strength
but he was talking to the most sexiest guy i have ever layed eyes on
i wanted him thier and then
but the bloody best friend has to be f-king there
ruining my game
and then he had the audacity to ask me for a blem
i gave the sexy guy one and we was getting on so well
i hate that stupid best friend
ruined everything
i was so horny
