Shilka,
I am talking about Somalia as a nation. Ofcourse currently we don't have a stable, legitimate state and government but this does not mean it will be the same in the near future.
Also, Nairobi is hostile to Somalia. Ofcourse they have sheltered refugees, but wasn't it big business for them? All the money of the NGOs, all the money Somalis bring and send to Kenya? They have sheltered Somalis because of money, not because they love us. And by the way, they have sheltered us in NFD, which obviously is our own land taken years back
Nairobi and Addis Abbeba had signed since the 60s an alliance treaty against Somalia. They are hostile to Somalia as a strong state playing a dominant role in horn of Africa politics.
Therefore, we perceive them as what they were and still are: Hostile countries bent on a weak Somali state.