Do u ever feel guilty??

[Basra-]

A friend of mine pissed me off with something she did--that i told her she should not do millions times.Well this morning i just hit the roof---I yelled, i threw things at her, lol i spilled out everything i thought about her secretly---i mean all the dirt and horrendous opinions of her, her secrets, her sins, her psycho analyzed state of character and mind--i mean all all dirt lol -- i could see her face shrivel down into wrinkle pieces and tears rolling down her face like waterfalls!

Now i am feeling guilty of what came out of my mouth! LOOOOL I want to keep as her as a friend because u know --she is good to me and our friendship is purely for my benefit! She runs alot of errands for me. LOOOOOOOOOOL

Do u ever get exploded and regret what u said??? LOOOOL I Usually become like temporarly insane and spew out all psycho analysis thoughts i have of WHO they are --their secrets, sins , thoughts and bring it out to the open. I just luv looking their face shrivel with fear.

[*zabah]

akhas...Excuse me while I puke