I musta seen my ex the other day, Wood Green, she was wiv some white guy yh...I try salaam her yh -she musta blanked man yh the dumb osh - anywayz, a few days later, I get this email, GIRLS ARE EXCITED!
Assalamu Calaykum - a simple greeting of peace,
But not one that I say to you, when we cross in the streets,
See I'm that xalimo that frowns at you when you smile at her,
The one that makes you wonder what you ever did to her.
Why She wont talk to you, but she'll talk to the white man,
Even tho ur Somali, u just cant understan,
So u walk away, cigerette in ur hand - looking back,
She doesnt turn around - why she gotta act like that?
Puff after Puff you cant help wondering,
Is she a traitor-Somali-skin - but white man - loving?
yeah she's just confused,
Another 'white man crazed' youth,
But Brother let me set you straight,
Its not you that I hate - its your ill-gotten fate,
I cant look you in the face, coz i see what you are,
My heart breaks for what you could be - a dream that seems so far,
My strong Somali prince, is what I want you to be,
Why cant you see? What your actions do to me?
I had such high hopes for you,
Dreamed of marrying you - giving birth to a baby for you
But then I see, clear as the light of day,
You cant support urself, - let a lone a wife and a baby
Not now anyway - with your ''thugged'' out away,
SO I gotta keep you at bay,
When I frown instead of smiling - know that its because Im scared,
I envision that man you could become - and pray for another day that you will be spared,
So you may see the errors of your ways,
To become the man Ive been waiting for all these days,
So I'll wrap myself in the words of chastity
Because through all these fears - my heart tells me,
One good Somali guy - Is worth a MILLION of the rest
The hood rats I detest - will grow to be the men I love the best
See I may talk to the white man - but I really dont care,
Because my heart is not with him - its there-
with my Strong Somali prince - where it belongs,
Where it beats and breaks - and has done for so long
My brothers, big and small - Please know that i love you so
I have tried so many times to just let go
but its you my heart aches for,
and when it comes to marriage, its you that I'll wait for
Luv Amina
