Recently (about 2 years ago) I met this maadow girl whom seemed very normal to me. She was always happy and never really like looked at the bads in things, except that she was very opinionated. We would joke around and have fun, sometimes she would take things too serious but I never took at as it would effect her. Anywho to make a long story short me and her have a mutual friend who've known her longer then i have known her.
Yesterday I got a phone call from the mutual friend informing me of what she is going to do. She told me to think about something oh girl (madoow girl) wants to have a baby but doesn't want to be in that babies life. She wants to have the baby and give it to her bestfriend. She doesn't have someone who she can have the baby with but plans on getting a sperm donar.
Anywho long story short the madoow girl wants to commit suicide. What i never knew was the fact that this gabaad had been abused and molested by step fatherkayda
and her inabti's when she was a young girl. Waay soo buurnatay so she doesn't like how she looks either. This got me into thinking. Like out of all my flaws and things I do not like about myself there are people who have it way worse then me and here i am feeling the need to complain. Wallahi its sad and i could not help of my selfish ways. I guess it is true how when we have something we always want something better. In most cases that is not bad but in situations where some people complain about their weight or not having a job or complaining about getting up to go to school - there are far more worse people then you who do are not gaining weight because they have no food, they dont have a job to look forward to or whether they will make it till tomorrow, who wish to go school to further their education.
All I am saying is - say alhamdullah ya raabil alameen alhamdullah ya raabil alameen
