I would say just don't go into the lucrative yet short lived trade of being a drug dealer in Minihopless. A lot of Somali youngsters who at one point in their life were in this exact cross roads you have found yourself in, and took that route are sadly no longer with us to give you advice.
Secondly, stay away from Fadhi kudirir and qabiil bashin threads as well as Rambie and his never ending Karbaash as he would put it

Seems like its having a profound effect on you lool jkz. And stop attracting unnecessary heat on tolka as well.
On a serious note, it seems like there are some underlying issues that you obviously have not dealt with, addressed and couldn't share with us and rightly so. Markaa, stop being all over the place. Have some sort of an achievable goal and stick to it...Its never about School or Uni, as long as you have something to wake up in the morning for, which will make your life comfortable in terms of paying the rent, bills and so on. And some leftovers to give hooyo and fund your player lifestyle looool.
Your mother might not be able to deal with this nor will she ever stop regretting and blaming herself if you keep talking like this and go ahead with this idiotic plan of yours. Also, its imperative You find yourself a gf walahi....Waan ku arkay. you are about 2 degrees away from becoming someone as defiant and as disturbed as Chiefcombo loool.....Although, we all know it's just a joke but still sxb...Mesha ka kac niyaw!